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Open Thread for Personal Stuff: March 2014 Flying Cat Edition

Is it a bird? Ooh, a bird. Where?

Is it a bird? Ooh, a bird. Where?

Another open thread for personal stuff, continuing from here.

As usual for these threads: no trolls, no arguments, supportive comments only!

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Posted on March 1, 2014, in off topic, open thread. Bookmark the permalink. 541 Comments.

  1. I think this is the best place to post about this.

    So next Monday is the one year anniversary of Rehteah Parsons’ suicide. In her memory, /r/againstmensrights is doing a small charity drive.

    Here’s the thread. If anyone on Manboobz can donate, please consider it!

  2. Link is busted, Alice. Try again?

  3. I finally got my CV done, or at least a draft of it – thanks for the google docs info, cloudiah. Made it much easier.

    I also finished my multicoloured knitted skirt last night. No pics yet, I’ll upload them at home, since email doesn’t work on my stupid phone. Or, this being Telstra, that should probably be “stupid email doesn’t work on my phone”.

  4. Yay for CVs! Let me know if you want another eye to review. And extra yay for multicolored skirts!

  5. I will, cloudiah! I’ll need to do more work on it first. I can’t even remember the name of the company where I worked before here! :P

  6. I may have to return to the Bay Area as soon as my brother gets a place in Santa Cruz (which is very soon because he has enough for a deposit), I get the letter of recommendation from my therapist, and the rest of the family learns about my transness. I’ll be staying with my brother, not my dad, but I fear that a lot may go wrong anyway given the close distance and the presumption that I don’t have any aversion to meeting with abusive family members.

    If I do go, I’ll try my best to protect myself from abusive family members, and I have friends who are willing to let me stay at their place temporarily in the Bay Area in case things get uglier than expected. And despite all of the potential shitstorms and the possibility of facing pressure to not transition, I will try my best to access hormones in California and finally begin my medical transition. I really hope I won’t have to go back, but other plans are starting to look more and more unfeasible. I can’t even try to move to Washington because I lack resources I need to move. My only hope of not going to California lies in my sister’s BF being okay with me staying at my sister’s apartment frequently. And even that is likely unfeasible because eventually I’ll probably be asked to get a job (which isn’t unfair to me), and I can’t easily get a job if I have no idea how long I’m even going to stay in Colorado. Staying at my mom’s place is

    Another thing I’ll add regarding getting a job in California is that most jobs not in my field of expertise require a high school diploma, and all I have is a certificate that is the legal equivalent of a HS diploma in California only. By contrast, my job opportunities are much greater in California.

    I just hope things work out soon. I’m scared.

  7. I’m sorry Ally. Things will probably work out. You’ve come a long way. I’m sorry I don’t have much good advice, I just know nothing about that area and I am your age.

  8. I can’t even find any damn jobs in Colorado when I try looking for them. They either have requirements I can’t possibly meet on time (like having 3+ years of prior experience in the field) or require me to work too far from the house. On top of that, most of the jobs seem to be in Denver, which is at least an hour away from here. :{

  9. @auggz

    No worries – I’m certainly not going to demand advice from anyone, especially not someone who is unable to give advice for any reason.

  10. Ally, are you looking just for jobs in your field, or any sort of work? Because at this point I’d say you should cast your net very wide. I know living at your mum’s is proving less than ideal but it’s got to be better than going back to CA. If you have some sort of work to pay your rent, won’t that settle your stepfather’s money worries a bit? And you’ve got a great therapist right there; that’s another important reason to stay put if possible.

  11. I saw the aftermath of a road crash this morning – blood on the road. A motorcyclist was killed by a car. The driver’s been arrested.

  12. Ally, no great advice from me either; just hoping for all the best for you.

    kittehs, how upsetting. I’ve only seen accidents where the people survived, and those were upsetting enough.

  13. More sobering than upsetting, really. Be different if I’d seen the poor man.

  14. There are still some things I need to sort out, but overall it turns out I’ll most likely go back to Santa Cruz. I can’t have a stable living situation here. Sure I’ll be stressed out beyond belief if I go back to California and I’ll most likely be prevented by family members from even trying to transition, but at least I won’t have to worry as much about the place I sleep at. Worst comes to worst, I can stay with a trans woman friend of mine in Santa Cruz who is more than happy to let me stay at her place. I trust her a lot as a friend, and she has helped me out in the past before.

    In other news, I had yet another nightmare last night. Not only did it include an extremely graphic and violent rape, but it was also transmisogynistic and had no clear meaning. I seem to be getting these nightmares more often over time. ::sigh::

  15. Ally, all the hugs you need are yours.

    I don’t know any one in, or anything about that area, but I hope it all works out. I’m glad you have some people you trust, there, who can help out in a pinch.

    Kittehserf, you can also have hugs if you need them. Accidents with paint and blood are just awful.

  16. Total thanks to Zippydoo, Kittehserf, and Kootiepatra, (and others) for their advice in the other thread. I just decided maybe I ought to move over here, because I’m not so sure I want to share/hear the opinions of trolls…

    Kittehs, totally took your advice, and talked to the second of the roomies, and I’m going to talk to the other one tonight, when they emerge from the homework den. I think you’re also right about my friend totally getting my clueless-ness.

    I guess for me, the big fear is not noticing the ‘obvious’ signals, that people talk about, because I just don’t understand or know what they are. A second fear is inadvertently sending wrong signals (and making someone think I’m interested), because I don’t know what those wrong signals are.

    My roomies doing the teasing speculating thing just made me have a little bit of a I don’t understand people and what if things are being weird and not going good places and what if I’m sending signals I don’t mean and ahhhhh!!! attack.

    Bit of an out there example, which explains some of my concern:

    I was on vacation, and was wandering about with a camera. An older person walks past with a small bag of groceries. They say “Hi”, we start a polite conversation, because it’s the weekend, and they apparently have nothing better to do.

    It turns into a pretty cordial, slightly interesting, conversation. I like hearing other viewpoints. I’m still taking photos of trees, and fountains, and the park, in general while we chat. To me, it seemed perfectly normal and polite, just like most conversations with people on planes, or in checkout lines, or other places in my hometown.

    Finally, I decide I’m done taking photos of trees, and want to make my way back to the place I was staying. I go for a “Nice to meet you, it was a nice conversation, and good luck with life” handshake, and the person tried to turn it into a hug and a kiss. I dodged, and the person hit the ear instead of their intended target.

    They noticed the evasive maneuvering, and then asked if they could kiss me.

    I said, “Thanks, but no thank you. I really should be going now,” backed away, waved, and then walked swiftly off in the long way back to the place I was staying, so the person wouldn’t know exactly what direction it was.

    I know this person invading my personal space was not my fault. If they had tried invading it again, and pressed the issue, I was fairly confident in my ability to get away (I’m a 1st degree black-belt, it was a wide open public area, with joggers and walkers all around, and the person didn’t have anywhere to easily conceal and access a weapon).

    Still, the thing that freaked me out once I was sufficiently far away from the situation to freak out and get out of my stay calm get the hell away mode, was that I totally wasn’t expecting that person’s change in behavior. I didn’t see anything that indicated this wasn’t a ‘friendly local, giving tips about pretty areas to bumbling photographer, and talking about differences in the generational worldview’.

    Also, the idea that if this person was trying to flirt and thought that I was receptive enough to move in for a totally uninvited kiss is also way disturbing.

    Sorry for the wall of text… but I’m trying to sort this out and typing kind of helps.

  17. No apologies needed!

    You know, I’m neurotypical (at least as far as I know) and I’d have been caught totally off-base by that person’s actions. Long conversation about general topics with stranger =/= invitation to hug, let alone kiss! That is absolutely blah horrible, and would definitely have sent me into a spin. I don’t imagine I’d have seen it coming, either. It is shocking to be treated like that, and I’m starting to wonder if they were clueless or changed behaviour deliberately, knowing they’d startle you. Gakkk.

    One can be neurotypical and have no idea someone’s trying to flirt. I usually don’t, except when it’s some jackass who’s being totally bleeding obvious in his words (and is usually a good bit older than me, which is extra creepy because I look younger than I am).

    My instinctive reaction to an attempted kiss from anyone except Mr K or girlfriends-I-haven’t-seen-in-years is to dodge, so I’ve had a few ear-kisses over the years.

    I’m really glad to have given some useful advice! Doesn’t happen often. :P I hope roomies get it, because that situation sounds horribly uncomfortable.

  18. Yesterday was really rough. All day I felt intensely self-loathing, lonely, and anxious about going back to California. By the time I returned home from a short outing with my mom, I was exhausted and I wished I had some means of catharsis. I was trying to write about my feelings (what I usually do when I’m feeling shitty and I need to vent), but I had no energy to do so.

    Later on, I started helping out my step-dad. He asked me to do a bit of cleaning, and then he asked me to get some jars of water with shower water in them. I had falsely assumed that the water from the shower head was virtually the same as the water from the tub faucet, so I got it from the tub faucet instead (it turns out that the shower head has a filter).

    My step-dad put the clippings of some plants into those jars of water, and then later he asked me if I got the shower water or the tub water. I told him the jars had tub water in them, and he became furious. I’ll give him the benefit of doubt and assume that he didn’t know that angry yelling is triggering for me, but his yelling was very distressing to me. I also felt guilty because he and my mom are in a tough financial situation, and I feared that my mistake would cost them. After all, he did yell “Fuck, now the plants are going to die!” He then told me to take one jar back into the house, and he said that as though I’m so incompetent I can’t even follow simple instructions (his words: “I want you to take this jar in. Can you do that!?!“).

    I was already feeling shitty earlier – that event only made me feel worse. I ran up to my room almost immediately and cried into my pillow for about 10 minutes. I couldn’t believe I made such a stupid, costly mistake. I felt like I failed everyone and that everyone would suffer because of me not paying enough attention to just a few words from my step-dad. Fortunately, it later turned out that the plants were okay because they weren’t in the tub water jars for very long, and they were transferred to jars of filtered water immediately.

    I still feel bad about what I did, though that’s no surprise. Oh well. At least listening to Jimi Hendrix is making me feel a little better for some reason.

  19. Content note: dog bites

    I just got back from the emergency room, where I spent six hours waiting to get stitches after a boxer at work bit me in the fucking face. It could have been a lot worse – she got my upper lip, but she didn’t bite through or tear it open, just carved out a couple of gouges. Still, I have to take really good care of it to avoid scarring (though I think a scar could be cool). And I was there so long and got so hungry and got fed so many meds on my empty stomach that when I finally did get some food, it just made me sick.

    And I couldn’t even post this from the hospital, because their wifi blocks ManBoobz.

    At least I have tomorrow off.

  20. Emily, yow! That’s awful! Hopefully it won’t scar, unless it turns out to be a really cool one.

    Ally, what you’re dealing with is really shitty. Your step-dad is being an abusive asshole. (And why the fuck would he have assumed you would assume that there was a difference between the shower water and the tub water. In my tub they come out of the same fucking pipe.)

    Hugs for everyone, if they’re wanted.

  21. D: That’s awful, emilygoddess! I’m really glad the damage wasn’t as bad as it could’ve been, and hope you’re able to get a lot of rest tomorrow.

  22. Ally, you made a completely understandable mistake, and your stepfather’s reaction was way out of proportion. That would have been terribly upsetting to me, too. I’m sorry.

  23. I wouldn’t really call my step-dad abusive – just thoroughly unpleasant whenever he’s stressed out. If he knew that I found angry yelling triggering but still yelled at me, then I would call him out as an abuser. Not only did he not know that, but this is also the only time he has really done something like this. And I could tell his apology was genuine. He didn’t try to excuse himself or pretend that he was justified in yelling at me. So I forgive him.

  24. Ally, he yelled at you for getting water from the wrong place? Jeez. Dude needs to sort out his priorities. (Who the hell gets water out of the shower head? How could you be expected to know that?)

    Emily: Ow! That sounds both painful and terrifying! I’m glad it wasn’t too serious–I can imagine how badly a boxer could mess up someone’s face.

  25. Yikes, emilygoddess! D= I hope you feel better soon.

  26. Ouch, emilygoddess. Hope you’re all better soon. And hugs to Ally.

    And an adorable bunny cheater to anyone who could use a giggle.

  27. Cloudiah, I lol’d really loud at the gif, and again when I noticed the human’s body language.

  28. Unrelated: has anyone heard from Argenti lately?

  29. Unrelated: has anyone heard from Argenti lately?

    Just talked to zir today. Zie was really busy with a project.

  30. Emilygoddess: ouch, speedy healing!

    My aunt’s evil Siamese–aptly named Satan–once pierced my lip. THAT got my attention!

  31. I’ll give him the benefit of doubt and assume that he didn’t know that angry yelling is triggering for me, but his yelling was very distressing to me.

    That is far too generous. Angry yelling is distressing to most people. Not the same as triggering obviously, but there is no way anyone could think that yelling angrily at someone isn’t going to have an emotional impact. I haven’t been through anything like what you have and I find angry yelling *near* me distressing. No one is as oblivious as your benefit of doubt is letting him be, unless they are wilfully oblivious.

  32. Hey everybody. I’m not in a terrible way or anything, but I have the pre-con jitters but BAD.

    Tomorrow, I’m heading out to Columbus for the Small Press and Alternative Comics Expo. I’m already pretty nervous, because I know not a single soul in the entire damn city, never mind my co-creators and con staff, and have absolutely no idea whether this’ll be a moneymaker or a wallet black hole. But it’s also going to require me to be in town for at least three days (possibly four), and do fifteen hours of solid sales.

    That sort of thing is exhausting for me at the best of times, and in the past two weeks, I’ve also had a death in the family, a writeathon, and my taxes due. (Don’t even get me started on those; I’ve never made so little in my working life and been expected to pay so much. Self-employment while disabled is ASS.) So I’m already really stressed out and anxious, going into what is a really draining situation for me.

    I’m sure I’ll be fine and have a good time, and if I collapse midway through, then that’s just what happens, but I’m still pretty nervous about it.

  33. Good luck with the con, LBT.

  34. Unrelated: has anyone heard from Argenti lately?

    Yeah, I was beginning to wonder.
    Thanks katz.

    How about pecunium?

  35. emilygoddess, ow, that’s scary (and painful)! Hope you get better and don’t have a scar.

    Gah, I feel flat. Had a flu shot yesterday and now I’m achey and tired, not surprisingly. At least I’m not having to put up with this at work.

  36. HUGS!!! HUGS FOR ALL!!!

    LBT, hope everything goes great and isn’t too tiring/taxing (no pun intended).

  37. Hi all,

    Don’t have much to say except that I am a somewhat obsessive lurker and feel like I know you all even though I only post once or twice a blue moon. Right now I am avoiding going to bed because I am starting to get a little stressed about whether this self-employment thing is going to work.

    But I did want to say to Ally – (would you prefer trans_commie?), that your step-dad berating you for something he didn’t tell you about is most definitely abusive. And also, that I live in San Jose. If you do end up coming back to the bay area, let me know so I can give you my number/real email. While Santa Cruz is quite a ways away, the more friendly emergency numbers you have, the better. I’m sure there are a bunch of us lurking boobzers who would gladly donate a couch to sleep on or a ride here and there if you need it. While my family and I don’t always (usually?) get along, I can’t imagine how difficult it must be to know that when the shit hits the fan, they don’t have your back. Anything I can do to pay it forward.

  38. @Lurkerina

    Feel free to call me Ally – that’s what most folks here do. Thanks for your offer – I am most likely coming back to the Bay Area, so when I leave this state I’ll certainly let you know.

  39. Hi all!

    I’m a longtime lurker who only de-lurked yesterday. I do not mean to be presumptuous by barging in on a personal stuff thread with my whining so soon after my first comment, but I have a problem that I really wanted opinions and thoughts on, and, well, I’ve observed that you guys are awesome at these things.

    Okay, here goes:

    I’m a cishet man who has been in a relationship with a cishet woman for nearly nine years now. A few years ago, I ”discovered” feminism (well, more like ”found a name for a system of thought that had been part of me since childhood without me knowing it”). Since then, I’ve been gleefully absorbing all I could about the subject and started paying attention to the messed up attitudes that lurk beneath the veil of society – that which has been seen cannot be unseen, so to speak. Feminism opened my eyes to a lot of the power structures and oppressive attitudes in our society. I do like to think feminism has made me – and is still in the process of making me – a better person.

    Here’s the thing, though: recently, my girlfriend has started showing MRA-type thinking. Just yesterday before she left for work, we had this huge argument over false rape accusations that women allegedly make all the time. She was really adamant about this, too, but refused to point me in the direction of proof, or even to share any anecdotes she might have heard. It was as if she expected it to be common knowledge that false rape accusations are an epidemic (I hadn’t even heard of anything like that before I discovered MRAs through Manboobz). Even earlier, she has made non-ironic comments about ”the friendzone that cruel women deliberately put nice guys in” and ”those American women” (which is extra troubling, since we’re not American).

    She does hang out a lot in 4Chan-type spaces, where she might have subconsciously picked up some of the mindset, but I don’t know. The main characteristic that drew me to her in the first place was her ”I don’t give a flying fuck about gender roles and what’s proper behavior for a woman” attitude. I think she’s more of a feminist than she realizes, especially as she does pay attention to and criticize the way women are portrayed in the media.

    How do I approach the issue without getting all mansplainy on her? I know myself well enough to know that once I get talking about a subject matter I’m passionate about, such as feminism, I might sound like I want to lecture people, and I don’t want that. On top of that, we have something of an academic man – working class woman thing going on, an education-based power imbalance, and I know it makes her feel insecure sometimes. She hasn’t changed from the woman she used to be, but I am growing increasingly concerned about her sideways punching. I know there’s a better person than that underneath the crap, but what can I do about this issue? I don’t have any feminist friends IRL, and I’m pretty lost. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

  40. Anarchonist, welcome! Your first two comments in the other threads were great. Have an Official Welcome Package, complete with Scented Fucking Candles, kitties and Whore Penguins in Spanx.

    I wish I had something useful to say about the situation with your SO. All I can think of is “get her reading Manboobz” but that would probably not be a good idea, if she commented and made feMRA-ish statements.

    ::scratches head in puzzlement::

  41. Thanks, kittehserf (BTW, been reading and loving your blog for a while)! The package is awesome. Especially the bits about formatting will no doubt come in handy. *glances at my first comment*

    Hmm… I’ve thought about introducing Manboobz to her, especially since something beloved and I both share is a fondness for all things cute and fluffy and adorable, and I know there’s no shortage of them here. But she sometimes grows annoyed with me going on about feminism and equality and peace and love and anarchy, so the timing would have to be just right.

  42. Ya welcome!

    Reading my blog – gad, you’d have to blow off all the cyber cobwebs. It’s dying of neglect.

    You could always distract her with the cute’n’furry pics or get her into one of the threads that goes totally OT about Furrinati/cooking/clothes/books/games etc etc. Off topic is on topic here, as you’ve probably long since noticed!

  43. So my boyfriend did something awesome today.

    He listens to ABC radio during the day, and today they were talking about some Brisbane designers of women’s clothes making efforts to be inclusive of all body types in their lookbook. Then at the end the announcer read out a tweet from some jackarse with an update from his boner. The ABC is non-commercial and generally progressive and the people there should know better.

    My boyfriend tweeted back (I didn’t even know he used twitter!) that they shouldn’t be reading out tweets like that, it was inappropriate and no one needed to hear it. They said on air he should stop being so sensitive, but maybe at least the announcer guy will have a think about it and not do it again.

    My bf doesn’t read any feminist blogs, he just gets choice quotes from manboobz through me, but he has the reputation of “the guy you don’t say sexist shit around” at his job. Even if he doesn’t know our jargon (like “unsolicited boner updates”) he recognises this stuff when he sees it.

  44. Have you tried asking her if she’s okay, and how she’s feeling lately?

    Not as in “You are saying things I find odd, and this must indicate that your emotions are interfering with your opinions” but just as in “Hey, how are you? What’s up?”. People’s opinions fluctate and change around. Maybe a ton of her friends are doing things she percieves as friendzoning and or rape accusing (errh), and so she mentions it more right now. Maybe she genuinely believes these things. Maybe they happen to her. Just talking about stuff and listening for a while might get you a couple of answers to the “Recently she has begun to”.

    If you try to introduce her to all these sources of things that prove her wrong! and show her how silly her beliefs are! and point out how she’s totally mistaken because the government puts flouride in the water and we never landed on the moon and wake up sheeple! the response is almost certainly going to be a feeling of passive-aggression intellectual inferiority and resentment about being percieved as having “Mistaken ideas that are wrong”, combined with the idea that you are “once again” lecturing her on some random topic, especially if you “Going on about feminism and equality and peace and love!” is alright a thing where you are appending “Must time this right”.

    At least that has always, in the end, been my experience with my family, a notorious bunch of talented but fucking stubborn people who never admit that we never landed on the fucking moon the fucking bastards I sent them a six hour youtube documentary and they only watched the first ten minutes and damn them all to hell next Christmas I’m bringing a slideshow and I’LL SHOW THEM ALL—erh. I got off track there for a second. Substitute “Moon landing” for “Any given topic”.

    I hang out on 4chan though (/tg), so I don’t think just that mere exposure is going to cause someone to think of friendzoning as a thing, any more than just reading anything will.

    I mean unless you go to the advice board. If you go to the advice board you’ll soon be told to become a neonazi to fix all your problems.

    Give the topic a bit of a breather, don’t bring it up, and once a bit of time has passed to let everyone cool use your words and say something along the lines of:

    “I love who you are, I just disagree with you on this topic that’s very important to me. That doesn’t mean you’re wrong or incorrect or bad. Can we talk about it, or would you rather we didn’t? I want to know how you know these things, do you want to tell me?”

    If you use “believe to be true” or “feel this way” or “think about this stuff”, you indicate once again that her opinion is invalid/wrong/bad/not-right/emotionally biased. “Know how you know these things” is a nice phrase for affirming other people’s belief that their knowledge is true without, if you’re the person with more integrity than me, admitting they are.

    Then just listen. You’ll get all your answers that way, and if the answer is no, don’t talk about this thing for a bit and see what happens.

    My final note is this: If you often “Go on about” feminism and anarchy and love and peace and joy and harmony, maybe someone slipping further and further into thinking all women everywhere accuse men of rape and friendzone nice guys and are terribly evil is, well, to get a belief structure that allows them to stand on their own in a conversation with someone who tends to lecture, and “argue back”, instead of just nodding and listening? I have a couple of otherwise nice friends who’ll vehemently argue against your opinion on a lark because they just don’t like admitting other people are right.

  45. @Anarchonist

    Another fellow anarchist has come to Man Boobz. Yay! I get all giddy about stuff like this since I’m basically the only anarchist here who comments here regularly.

    I don’t have any advice to offer, unfortunately, but I just want to say that I’m glad you’re aware of your male privilege and class privilege to the extent that you don’t even want to ‘splain a female partner who has some anti-feminist-ish views. I guess it’s not really a reason for praise as awareness of privilege isn’t something any privileged person should be praised for (it’s a basic thing all privileged people are responsible for in order to be decent human beings, after all). But it’s impressive in that I have seen way too many men who claim to support feminism yet use that ideology to talk over women. (Note to guys who care: supporting feminism doesn’t make your male privilege go away.)

    Beyond that, I’d say Fibi’s advice here is sound.

  46. Kittehs, I love the new avatar. He’s looking very scholarly! I hope you get over your flu-shot flu soon!

    LBT, good luck and have fun!

    Anarchonist, I’m not ignoring you, I just don’t have any advice. But I do appreciate your awareness of the power dynamics involved in your situation, and I trust the other commenters here to steer you in the right direction.

  47. Hooray for Kim’s awesome boyfriend.

  48. @kittehserf: I don’t want to sound like a squealing fanboy, but updated or no, I always feel somehow at peace after visiting your blog. It’s something about the formatting, the colors, or maybe it’s what the blog is about. Maybe it’s all of it. The relationship stuff rings so true for me and beloved, but with an added twist of ethereal belonging. We sometimes have candlelight Tarot readings together that give me similar feels. It’s serene and it’s beautiful. I do hope you guys share more, if you ever get the time and feel like it.

    @trans_commie: Hooray for anarchism! I actually first got into feminism through anarchism. I’ve found that I can’t separate the two any longer, as both are fundamentally about questioning and dismantling prevailing power structures. In my mind, they go together like bacon and the Internet (seriously, what’s up with that anyway?).

    Yeah, true about the privilege, and one of the reasons I don’t feel comfortable calling myself a feminist is the problematic history between (cishet) men and feminism. I would like to think of myself as ”ally”, but then I’d be one capitalization away from stepping on your turf! What to do, what to do…

    Anyway, I hope I’ve made myself more aware of my own privilege during these last couple of years that I’ve learned more about intersectionality and the many faces of oppression, but it’s an ongoing process. And no, I don’t expect cookies for realizing what most people in my privilege range should realize. Although chocolate chip cookies would be nice. Yep, I could really go for some chocolate chip cookies right about now. Mmm, chocolate chip cookies. Sorry, what were we talking about?

    @Fibinachi: Thanks for the advice! Hilariously written, as always (wait, there are still people who think the moon landings happened? But the flag! Can’t they see the flag? Next they’ll be saying that faking the moon landings wouldn’t make any sense! Sheeple…).

    No, I really wouldn’t tell her she’s being too emotional – we’re both extremely emotionally open people, me even moreso (seriously, I can’t go a day without either literally jumping of joy or crying rivers). I suppose what’s really irking me about this is that we do talk about stuff. Like, a lot. We do sit and listen to each other and each other’s ideas every chance we get. We’ve had very heated discussions on many subjects (up to and including the Nazis), where we’ve both exchanged ideas wrapped in one or two curses to be sure.

    I still occasionally have to watch myself during conversations so that I don’t accidentally slip into anything resembling condesplainin’ territory, especially if the subject matter is important to me and I’m rambling about it like I’ve just discovered this new thing and it’s really cool and interesting and rings so true and I didn’t know that and I hadn’t even thought of that and oh my God that’s messed up and this is changing the way I see things and I could just read about this all day and wait till I tell you what Sansa said to Joffrey’s face! To his face!

    Where was I? Oh yeah, we’ve always talked about stuff, let the other one explain their position and explained ours, even if we fundamentally disagree on some things. That she would shut down and just say ”I don’t need to explain this, it’s true” is so… jarring to me. She sometimes enjoys playing devil’s advocate with me, arguing for the sake for arguing, but this was different.

    I suppose I should let the matter drop, for now at least. This morning, beloved got furious (rightfully so) at the misogyny and victim-blaming surrounding a recent rape incident (I got too nauseated to read to the end), so it’s not like the FeMRA sympathizing is anything too serious.

    @Kim: That’s awesome!

  49. Hey everyone. I’ve opened up a new open thread here.

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